First - paid work; and then planning and doing and taking steps. Trying to figure a way forward.
Now trying to turn off the brain. Trying to figure out a way to peace.
Still, though, trying trying trying trying.
What's that saying about life being what happens whilst you make plans?
I think peace is what's lost when trying; to move forward and up and over and sideways.
Trying to move instead of living now. Enjoying now.
It's summer and so I have the opportunity to be.
Sun, waves, wind, boats, clouds, water, and the hush under the water.
diving
under.
That full feeling of freedom and warm air and sun when bursting up to and through the surface.
Right then - feeling that moment. All about feeling now and not trying.
Stop
trying.
Be.
